~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Monday March 3 2009 252 at 8pm
I keep trying to get my life arranged the way I want it to be. It's not like I have never had my life arranged to suit me. The best times of my life are when I was able to withstand the outside world's influences and still keep my image of my life in tact.
It is just that with in the last 3 years I feel like I have lost all control. Some of it is due to the outside world and some of it is from me. I am hoping that I can get things back in order a little at a time.
I am hoping that by putting my small goals here I will be able to find where and why sometimes I don't accomplish the things I want to.
Like tomorrow I have to drive into Stockton early in the morning because I forgot to sign the union books. Why did I forget? I didn't bother to make a todo list for my Monday shopping list.
I hate to leave mom in the morning but I don't have a choice.
**Other things I want to get accomplished tomorrow:
>I want to repair the long yellow extension cord in the shed.
>I also want to move the computer. I think this is something I should do during the commercials on the TV.
If I can do this then I will be moving forward.
I want to change my eating habits. I want to eat breakfast by myself with the only noise being what i hear on my mp3 player. For breakfast I want a banana, some sliced strawberries, 1 sausage link and of course my diet caffeine free soda. After breakfast I would like to dance for 10 minutes. The total time I need for my breakfast time is about 30 minutes. I should be able to get this time for myself if I go into the hobby room. Mom might not even notice if I wait until she is finished with her breakfast and is napping.
I also want to make a master Todo list to add to and checkoff from.
It is just that with in the last 3 years I feel like I have lost all control. Some of it is due to the outside world and some of it is from me. I am hoping that I can get things back in order a little at a time.
I am hoping that by putting my small goals here I will be able to find where and why sometimes I don't accomplish the things I want to.
Like tomorrow I have to drive into Stockton early in the morning because I forgot to sign the union books. Why did I forget? I didn't bother to make a todo list for my Monday shopping list.
I hate to leave mom in the morning but I don't have a choice.
**Other things I want to get accomplished tomorrow:
>I want to repair the long yellow extension cord in the shed.
>I also want to move the computer. I think this is something I should do during the commercials on the TV.
If I can do this then I will be moving forward.
I want to change my eating habits. I want to eat breakfast by myself with the only noise being what i hear on my mp3 player. For breakfast I want a banana, some sliced strawberries, 1 sausage link and of course my diet caffeine free soda. After breakfast I would like to dance for 10 minutes. The total time I need for my breakfast time is about 30 minutes. I should be able to get this time for myself if I go into the hobby room. Mom might not even notice if I wait until she is finished with her breakfast and is napping.
I also want to make a master Todo list to add to and checkoff from.
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